The trailer park I live in is very gross,but the drugs here are plentyful.My daily routine,I get up,smoke some meth,watch Dr.Phil,smoke some meth,watch Oprah,smoke some more meth,then watch the news and by then im so damn paranoid,I’m smoking meth my bedroom closet,and every little sound freaks me out,but i just can’t stop.In fact,I’m smoking some more right now….
You sound like my brother in laws soon to be Ex wife.
Get some help. Talk to someone. a friend? really, that shit kills you.